Lyrics of 30 days

30 days till christmas
And all i know is i'm not quite ready
To let go of this past year
I have so much to show

One more month in all i need
Is a sign from you that you think of me
If you don't then please just say so
'cause all i do is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But i've got a gift, you see

I'm making a list, hell, i'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then i'll send it your way so you see why i love you

Who would've thought that someone like me
Could've fallen in love so easily?
I know that you know that i know what i want
I know i can't have it but give it a thought
I know that it sounds crazy, baby
But all i do is think of you

It's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But i've got a gift, you see

I'm making a list, hell, i'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then i'll send it your way so you see why i love

Everything you through my way
I know it's hard to say but it's a crying shame
That i came all this way with so much to say
But all that came out was happy holiday

A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love, a place to lay my head
But i got 30 days and i'ma make them count
'cause i can't call it christmas
Without someone to smile about