Lyrics of So long (still i wonder)

It's morning again.
I wish all the emptiness would end and my friend would return.
Though i know that you're still alive, i'm scared, i'm almost paralyzed
Of the emotions that's growing inside. and something is missing.
And when i take a look around me, it's like i see you everywhere,
Anywhere.

So long, still i wonder why. so long, and my river runs dry,
And i know all the secrets you know, but i don't know where to go.
Life must go on, though it is hard not to end it all.
I wish i had known what you knew. i'm blaming myself.
The shadow is oh, so strong, its power distorted my view.
And something is missing.
And when i take a look around me, it's like i see you everywhere,
Everywhere.