Lyrics of Hundred and more goodbyes

The rain is falling around my shoulders
Bringing back the past, the sun will never rise
I saw my father covered in white
The last salute, the end of his life

And now i can't let you go again
I can't let you go again
I can't let you go again
I can't let you go

With my hundred and more goodbyes
People who loved me, who belonged to lies
Forever is just a word
Not a promise anymore

And now i can't let you go again
I can't let you go again
I can't let you go again
I can't let you go

The end is near. needles won't come without pain
And you won't go without leaving a big hole in me
I'd rather close my mouth, lean my head on your shoulder
Flick your blond hair off and hear that everything is gonna be ok
Instead of spitting all my pains out 'cause i won't lose you
Increasing the number of my hundred and more goodbyes