Lyrics of Ruin me

Drawings of a happy place
Pictures of a joyful face
The reality of the hell i've made
All i ever had slowly desecrate

And i look out my window
Not thinking of my mistakes
Everything is all good
What else can i create to ruin me

Porcelain dolls on a dirty shelf
The memory of my old self
All the things i've done to make it worse
The impulsive mind that completes my curse

And i look out my window
Not thinking of my mistakes
Everything is all good
What else can i create to ruin me

Picture frames with no photographs
I don't ever think of the after math
Don't know why i hurt, all the ones i love
All this pain i caused, fits me like a glove

And i look out my window
Not thinking of my mistakes
Everything is all good
What else can i create
A confused mind, a broken soul
Good or bad, i'm not one of those
A confused mind, a broken soul
Good or bad, i'm not one of those

I look out my window
In the face of my mistakes
Everything has gone bad
What else can i create to ruin me
To ruin me... can't let this ruin me