Lyrics of Zzyxz road

I don't know how else to put this
It's taking me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and i can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
Body's curled in a u-shape
I put on my best, but i'm still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time i saw the world
I'm only here for a while
And patience is not my style
And i'm so tired that i got to go

Where am i supposed to hide now?
What am i supposed to do?
Did you really think i wouldn't see this through?
Tell me i should stick around for you
Tell me i can have it all
I'm still too tired to care and i got to go

I get to go home in one week
But i'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I follow the suited directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and i don't know why

I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if i just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'cause i'm so tired that i got to go

Now where am i supposed to hide now?
What am i supposed to do?
You still don't think i'm gonna see this through
Tell me i'm a part of history
Tell me i can have it all
I'm still too tired to care and i got to go

Oh yeah
Oh yeah, yeah yeah yeah
I'm still too tired to care and i got to go
I'm still too tired to care and i got to go
I'm still too tired to care and i got to go

Yeah yeah yeah
I'm still too tired to care and i got to go
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
I'm still too tired to care and i got to go
Yeah yeah
No no, no no