Lyrics of Living expenses

Paralyzed between these metal walls
And how i wish i had something more than this
Is this success?

'cause when i'm home it's just another day
A piece of the furniture with nothing to say
Your jester who lives to fail

Everything that was written by me is complicated
I swear i give you my words, they get mixed up sometimes
Everything that was written by me is complicated
I swear i give you my words, they get lost sometimes

Oh it's cute to kiss and tell
But the craziest part if that you all will never know for sure
Did i mean it all? any part at all?
The lyrics are just a fragile wall to keep me guarded from you

Everything that was written by me is complicated
I swear i give you my words, they get mixed up sometimes

And everything that was written by me
What's the meaning? you think you see it
The words, they get lost sometimes

Oh how i bleed for you
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I live and bleed only for you

Oh, how i bleed for you
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I live and bleed only for you

With everything that was written by me
You'll never see it, you'll never get it
This world gets me down sometimes

Everything that was written by me is complicated
I swear i give you my words, they get mixed up sometimes
And everything that was written by me, what's the meaning?
I swear i give you my words, they get lost sometimes