Lyrics of A while ago and now

I'm not the same man
That i used to be
I once dreamt that god could do
Extraordinary things

But somewhere between
A while ago and now

I stopped believing
I began retreating
Got stuck in defeat
And never got up again

I packed my bags and i was off
Did whatever i wanted
I found a hive of bees
I was warned don't touch
But i did and i got stung

With both my hands and my eyes
Swollen up and shut tight
I wanted you more than anything
For help did i cry

But i stopped believing
I began retreating
Got stuck in defeat
And never got up again

I stopped believing
I began retreating
I stopped believing

Oh make me new again
Could you make me whole again