Lyrics of Teen idle

I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don't know why but i feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish i hadn't been so clean.
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake.

Yeah, i wish i'd been, i wish i'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish i'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super! super! super! suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where i have died
Only to find, i've come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore
I want back my virginity
So i can feel infinity.
I wanna drink until i ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts, and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway.

Yeah, i wish i'd been, i wish i'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish i'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super! super! super! suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where i have died
Only to find, i've come alive
Come alive, i've come alive
Oh oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh oh

I wish i wasn't such a narcissist
I wish i didn't really kiss
The mirror when i'm on my own
Oh god, i'm gonna die alone
Adolescence didn't make sense
The little loss of innocence
The ugliness of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, i wish i'd been, i wish i'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish i'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen, i'm burning up a bible
Feeling super! super! super! suicidal
The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where i have died
Only to find, i've come alive
Only to find, i've come alive
Only to find, i've come alive
Oh, alive

(feeling super! super! super!)
(feeling super! super! super!)
(feeling super! super! super!)

Oh, alive