Lyrics of I'll die with no friends and a grin on my face

I curse the day when being open was abandoned
Now my brothers see the weakness in my action
And the way i walk screams defeat
My existence hurts those i love

This motion seems to drag me down
Without them there is defeat
And when you find me
I will listen to your words

Away they go with nothing more than a smile
Id like to think that this burning will soon die
Alone with hate for myself, so save, save yourself

This motion seems to drag me down
Without them there is defeat
And when you find me
I will listen to your words

With a grin on my face, im sorry
Take me back, take me back
With a grin on my face, im sorry
Take me back

This motion seems to drag me down
Without them there is defeat
And when you find me
I will listen to your words

Oh, what forgiveness is?
I say bury your secrets now
Oh, what forgiveness is?
I say bury your secrets