Lyrics of Joan of arc

Each time they take a photograph
I lose a part i can't get back
I wanna hide, this is the part where i dettach
Each time they write a hateful word
Dragging my soul into the dirt
I wanna die
And never (?)

I don't wanna talk about it right now
Just hold me while i cry my eyes out
I'm not joan of arc, not yet
But i'm in the dark, yeah
I can't be superhero right
Even hearts made out of steel can break down
You'll always be my soldier
I can't depend on anything that did to me, said to me
Doesn't mean a thing, cause you're here with me now
Even when the world turns its back on me
There can be war but i'm not going down

One middle i can rule my day
Words are like weapons they betray
When i am afraid, one word of kindness it can save me

I don't wanna talk about it right now
Just hold me while i cry my eyes out
I'm not joan of arc, not yet
But i'm in the dark, yeah
I can't be superhero right
Even hearts made out of steel can break down
You'll always be my soldier
I can't depend on anything that did to me, said to me
Doesn't mean a thing, cause you're here with me now
Even when the world turns its back on me
There can be war but i'm not going down

Being destructive isn't great
They couldn't say it to my face
One day i won't care
But for the moment i'm not there
I just close my eyes, and let you catch me now

I don't wanna talk about it right now
Just hold me while i cry my eyes out
I'm not joan of arc, not yet
But i'm in the dark, yeah
I can't be superhero right
Even hearts made out of steel can break down
You'll always be my soldier
I can't depend on anything that did to me, said to me
Doesn't mean a thing, cause you're here with me now
Even when the world turns its back on me
There can be war but i'm not going down

Anything that did to me, said to me
Doesn't mean a thing, cause you're here with me now
Even when the world turns its back on me
There can be war but i'm not joan of arc