Lyrics of If i die

A train crashed
And everything slows down
I was wishing i could get out of this town
These dreams we've had
Have never made you cry
And i am not a twinkle in your eye
But i've got to get out of here
'cause you drive me up the wall
I've got to get out of here
'cause i can't stand to fall

And if i die
See you won't be so close to me
And i won't be the one
Who sticks around
If i'm awake
See you won't go to sleep, i promise
And i won't be the one
Who lets you down

Tailgates, long talks
And your superficial friends
Shiny, silver fords
That lead us to dead ends
And i said do you lick these salty wounds
That you, yourself condone
I sit, wait, and i'm all alone
But i can't go home
'cause you're my home

If i die
See you won't be so close to me
And i won't be the one
Who sticks around
If i'm awake
See you won't go to sleep, i promise
And i won't be the one
Who lets you down
No, i won't let you down
No, i won't let you down

Tell me where you are tonight
And is everything alright?
Do you remember what i said,
While he's sleeping in your bed?
Tell me now you smile hard
'cause i don't smile much so far
And is he everything you need?
Is he everything i couldn't be?
Does he make everything much better?
Bring you all the shiny weather that you want
And is he everything
Everything i'm not

And if i die
You won't be so close to me
And i won't be the one
Who sticks around
If i'm awake
See you won't go to sleep, i promise
And i won't be the one
Who lets you down
No, i won't let you down
No, i won't let you down
I won't let you down
I won't let you down