Lyrics of Even if it kills me

I've been awake for days and i don't wanna shake it
No persuading
Always on the rise but i don't wanna be under
Concrete breaking
Everything i need is nothing more then my senses
Undesired
Over worked and can't pretend something's around me
Selfless reject
Even if it kills me
I won't loose my grip
I fell into my hole that i didn't dig
Nothing leads to nothing
I'm getting closer to something
Tighten up the bolts and embrace the day
Tomorrow is too late
I was home for days sinking in a disaster
Pure survival
Hypnotized i'm blind
And i'm falling down faster
Crashing vitals
Paranoid to say maybe this could be tragic
If i falter
I can touch but can't feel anything burning
Thanks for nothing
Even if it kills me
I won't loose my grip
I fell into my hole that i didn't dig
Nothing leads to nothing
I'm getting closer to something
Tighten up the bolts and embrace the day
Tomorrow is too late
I can't stand this feeling
Every day forever
Have i lost my only chance to feel this pain?
Stand up for a reason
Fight this war within me
I can't loose if my reality escapes
Even if it kills me
I won't loose my grip
I fell into my hole that i didn't dig
Nothing leads to nothing
I'm getting closer to something
Tighten up the bolts and embrace the day
Tomorrow is too late