Lyrics of Witness

Expose me for all that i am.
The man behind the masquerade,
I am my own false witness.

Fact resides solely in the depths of my mind...
And will i ever really let it come to surface?
You only see what i want you to see,
And you believe all that you're told

Serenity is a beautiful hoax a liar
I have the whole world convinced of my contentment
No truth in this, i've lost count of all the times
I made it home alive and wished i hadn't
Expose me for all that i am
The man behind the masquerade, i am my own false witness
I'm left to conquer the mountains in my mind, and i am my maker

Life is what's killing me.
I hate the fact that i'm just fine
Forever seeking anything to take responsibility
Life is what's killing me (life is what's killing me)
I hate the fact that i'm alive
Forever searching for my scapegoat because i refuse to face reality

At least i can say i tried,
To cherish every single day when i woke up and didn't want to die
I'd work my hands down to the bone
Trying to stay suspended in those specific seconds
But i know i'd just be counting down the minutes until i'm miserable again