Lyrics of I really want to help you

Broken glass lines the streets and sparkles one by one
A beautiful distraction created by the sun
If only i could mould these thoughts to boney fists of rage
Instead i disregard them all and i try to act my age
I really want to help you let you feel free
But i haven't much hope left and i'm saving it for me...my friend
The stories that you tell me i already know
Eroding like the shorelines of lake ontario
It's true that if i walk away i'll end up right here
The duct tape holds the water out but does nothing for the fear
I really want to help you let you feel free
But i haven't much hope left and i'm saving it for me
I really want to help you if only you could see
That i haven't much time left i'm so sorry
Instead of feeling guilty i'll tie the loose ends
To every word i say to you i can only hope it mends
Soon these hours turn to days like all the years before
And everything accumulates that we chose to ignore
I really want to help you let you feel free
But i haven't much hope left and i'm saving it for me
I really want to help you if only you could see
That i haven't much time left i'm so sorry...i'm sorry