Lyrics of Frisky business

I feel like i need to apologise
For all the pain i've caused you guys
I never even tried to make it right
It seems that all we do is fight
Maybe one day this will change, a family again

I was responsible
For your breakdown and all the hospital calls
It's so hard seeing someone that you love
Fall apart before your eyes when you can't help them get back up

So i'm passing this along
To tell you i'm sorry
For everything i've done
Maybe some day i might be able to tell you this
Without having to hide it in the lyrics of a song

I held you in my arms as you cried
Then you looked at me and said nick i want to die
Well these arn't the words a son's supposed to hear
From his own mother because deep down she thinks i never cared

You were always there for me i know
And i believe you when you say it's hard to let go
Hard to let go of me
Watching me self destruct with such ease
Depression is the cause this sick disease is killing me
Disease is killing me

So let's let by gones be
And no matter what happens i know you'll love me
And that's all i need
So i'm passing this along
To tell you i'm sorry for everything i've done
Maybe some day i might be able to tell you this
Without having to hide it in the lyrics of a song