Lyrics of Blow up

(verse 1)
Damn the life we living is so far out in the check,
We running rat races, never really gon' break your neck,
You buy her dinner, take her out and then you come correct,
But she sitting back, she teasing you with all this damn sex,
Fuck with me, and ima show you satisfaction,
Fuck a movie, this is real life with all the action,
The above, everybody wanna show you love,
But it's fake, i know this shit i really been around the world god,
Striving for greatness gets you no attention in town run,
Then you gotta learn the hard way selling hard drugs,
Or in fact selling your cds without a street buzz,
I'm not lyrical, i'm never really gonna claim to be,
Really wanna go to the island, my feet up on a tree,
Ya'll get 80k, i get 200 for a show,
I don't even really know if i'm even comfortable anymore,
Spending more of my money i'm not making, got me faking.

(chorus x2)

Oh, i dont know, nope i dont know
I just wanna, i just wanna
Blow up, bitch i wanna blow up, bitch i wanna blow up
Yeah i wanna blow up dope!

(verse 2)
Uh, we get it to the best and then we unfamiliar,
Loved your fave artist before they really killed em,
Hate that fake rest in peace, ya'll needa stop that,
If i don't make it in 30 years then ima stop rap,
But nah, i don't think that could ever really fly though,
Been too deep in this shit for me to ever just try more,
And then it's evermore, it's everglade i needa try more,
Alcohol in my system because it's the july 4th,
What the fuck am i doing, i'm passed out in the gutter,
You told me long ago you loved me like i was your brother,
Used to hang out at the park even stole that trampoline,
Went to the play really high and you were always in my dreams,
I can't recall the last time i saw you without your legs spread,
It's a shame cause you were an actress and you would run there,
Everybody, everyday and nothing would mean much to you,
You turned your back on me and the hatred just started filling you.

(chorus x2)