Lyrics of I'm trying

She said, "i'm not pointing fingers", he said, "yes you are
'cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't
If i told you i'd been walking out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word"

I can't change what's done is done but i can tell you this
Not a day goes by that i don't curse myself and all my sins
And i need you to hold on to, while this part of me is dying
Oh i haven't kicked the demons that haunt me
I'm trying, i'm trying

She sat down on the floor and said, "i wish that i was stronger
Right now i feel as fragile as glass
And i want to believe you, believe what's held you has freed you
And i hate these doubts that keep on coming back

My parent's think i'm crazy for staying here this long
But there's nothing more i want for us than to prove to them they're wrong
I don't want to be afraid, i don't want to think you're lying
And though i haven't found the faith that i need
I'm trying, i'm trying"

He asked, "do you want me to leave? 'cause if you do you know i will"
But she said much to his disbelief, "no i love you still, oh i love you still"

Said, "i don't know why i've been the fool but i can tell you this
Not a day goes by that i don't curse myself and all my sins"
Then he dropped down to his knees by now they both were crying
He said, "i haven't been the man i want to be
But i'm trying, i'm trying, i'm trying, oh i'm trying"