Lyrics of Didn't really die

And now i don't know if what i did
Was wrong or right
I believe you and i don't
But i believe you
One of those other men he said
It was very good
So i got second thoughts
I wanna die this way
So i can live another day
With you
So i didn't really die
I just killed myself anyway
You can see
So you see this is my second thoughts
I'm sending away
Best way i can
It's the best way i can
You know why, do you know why