Lyrics of I don't like me

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Laying in this bed with this man
I know it's sex, but i wish it was more!
Praying when he get out this bed
He'll feel the same way he did, before
But i know good damn well when he walks out that door
I ain't gonna hear from him anymore

'cause if i let him do it, i did it to myself
And i was so dumb i need it, i need some help!
'cause all that i can see is that she is prettier than me
Damn, i wish i had her body! i can hear my self-esteem
I don't like me, me,
Me!

And i feel so pretty today
This mirror don't look the same
I thought i liked the woman i was
But people keep saying, "change!"
Maybe they're right!
I made amends of my life!
I don't know where are we, i lost my sight!

'cause if i let him do it, i did it to myself
And i was so dumb i'll need it, i need some help!
'cause all that i can see is that she is prettier than me
Damn, i wish i had her body! i can hear my self-esteem
I don't like me,
Me