Lyrics of Still light

The doctor came in the morning
She held my hand
And asked, "was it worth it?
Could it be worse than this?"

Please recall, give me a hint
Anything will do
If this was the last time
Now you should tell us what to do

I was afraid i guess
Now i can't think no more
I was so concentrated
On keeping things together

I've learned to focus on
I didn't want to disappoint
Now where is everybody?
Is it still light outside?