Lyrics of Something i never had

Do you see me? do you feel me like i feel you?
Call your number i cannot get through
You don't hear me and i don't understand
When i reach out, oh i don't find your hand

Where they wasted words and did they mean a thing?
And all that precious time but i still feel so in between

Some day i just keep pretending
That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And i can't keep something that i never had

Oh i keep tellin' myself things can turn around with time
And if i wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale oh where it works out in the end
Can i close my eyes? have you lying here again

Then i come back down and then i fade back in
And then i realize it's just what might have been

Some day i just keep pretending
That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And i can't keep something that i never had

Am i a shadow on your wall?
Am i anything at all? anything to you
Am i a secret that you keep?
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all?

Some day i just keep pretending
That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And i can't keep something that i never had
That i never had

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And i can't keep something that i never had

You don't see me
You don't feel me like i feel you