Lyrics of I realize

Everyone i thought i count on, has let me die.
Everyone i thought i could lean on, has made me cry.
Everytime i close my eyes there's nothing there.
Feeling empty is all i have left, there's nothing else to bare.

And i realize, that i've lost my mind.
And i realize, that i am the lie.
It's over, my time to shine.
I'm already dead, so why can't i die.

Everything i thought i could see, has disappeared.
Everything i thought i could be, has been drown by fear.
Somehow it seems all i can do, is sit and stare.
Somehow nothing good seems to last, or was it ever there?

And i realize, that i've lost my mind.
And i realize, that i am the lie.
It's over, my time to shine.
I'm already dead, so why can't i die.

Somehow it seems all i can do, is sit and stare.
Somehow nothing good seems to last...

And i realize, that i've lost my mind.
And i realize, that i am the lie.
It's over, my time to shine.
I'm already dead, so why can't i...

Realize, that i've lost my mind.
I'm already dead, so why can't i die