Lyrics of My own troy

I want to dive in a cold lake
I want to kiss her lips
To reborn by her liquid womb
Deep within in hazy mist.
My life i'm dying to finish
In this dream i can't resist
What i've adored, it left me by
Like child i cry...
Loving you at the edge of madness
Missing you in a spark of sadness
Drowning me in full blast sorrow
Love affair in horror.
Hate hangs me, i cannot weep
Love left me but still i dream
Breath on mirror stinks it black
Alike the sperm of mine my soul you sucked
More of what i've known
I want to know now
In muddy waters i've been drowned
New life... calls me now.
That lovely face i need to see again
That milky neck i want to break.