Lyrics of Change

If ever you had said to me before

that i would live this life that i am

living now i guess it's all so strange

to feel the way i do inside but

have so much that i could feel some

pride for in my life so why is it that

i feel like this



how do i feel? i've been here before,

i've felt this

retreat to a place, a place within me

i need this. keep it all down, bottled inside

it breaks me to torment again and

torture me like it used to



i try and try to break away from all the hate

i'm feeling for everyone of you that's ever

done me wrong. i need to justify the reasons

for the way i'm living. i guess i can't cause

i don't feel like i deserve it



so now the waves they have subsided

and my soul is bleeding i can't take away

the shame i feel, forgive me