Lyrics of Four walls

I lost my head again
Threw away my only friend
For just one night to be alive
I slit my wrists for that bitch
Without thinking a bit
How could i be so dumb
To think she'd stay run away
The air is dense
I feel pathetic
With my life spinning on a wheel
Into another state of affliction
Cant seem to get my self through this
Now i need to find a better way
Ive been all that i want
Whats left is nothing but her
All the blood has been stripped and lost
I dont even like me
Im not something i like
Turn on the light before i fade away
The air is dense
I feel pathetic with my life
Spinning on a wheel
Into another state of affliction
Cant seem to get my self through this
Inside these four walls
I explode
Escape into another world
To get me far away from here
And i expect to much from me
Cuase ive been throwing my life away
Ive thrown my life away
I need to find a better way
The air is dense
I feel pathetic
With my life spinning on a wheel
Into another state of affliction
Cant seem to get my self through this
Now i need to find a better way