Lyrics of Weathered

I felt unable; i was lying on my side
In the same clothes from the very last night.
I want to pray that i am doing everything right.

I saw my mom die for the very first time.
She was an angel - god took her from the sky,
And there's a million other people
That i found who cared more than i ever will.

I held that note out, i grabbed my bag and i left through the door.
I let my hair grow and put these words on my skin, i cannot relate.

Would you believe in my songs if i gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and i am lost again,
God believe i'm lost again.

I stayed in bed and you took so much that i couldn't even sleep.
I waited so long, though that wasn't even that bad.
I never had to be a part of the world
And i've been making that a goal for reasons that i cannot explain.
Well, i'm an optimist but only in a perfect world.
I think i'm too stained with all the negativity
From all the people in my way.

Would you believe in my songs if i gave them all to you?

I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and i am lost again,
God believe i'm lost again.
Would you believe in my songs if i gave them all to you?

I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and i am lost again,
God believe i'm lost again.

I took a trip down south;
I felt the sun on my face,
And it made things ok for a second.
I drew a picture of my problems when i was going insane,
And i focused on the currents.
It's the funny thing about it,
I never seem to worry that
Every single current's not the same.
It's all about position and where i choose to lay;
And god i am going away.

Would you believe in my songs if i gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and i am lost again,
God believe i'm lost again.

Would you believe in my songs if i gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and i am lost again