Lyrics of Letdown

What if i change the things i say
So it sounds better in your ears
I can tell you exactly
What you want to hear

What if i change the way i dress
So it looks better from your view
I can pout my lips to fame
And be pretty instead of true

Ive been trying to stay real
And true and proud who i am
All those ideals of how to look
Ive been trying not to care

But im still holding my breath
Im still watching every step
Im still tip-toeing away
When im getting to ashamed of myself

I dont want to be your let down
Im scared like hell im not enough
I dont to be your failure anymore

I dont want to be your let down
Im screaming loud without a sound
Have to find a way to
Be the best of me
Failure scares the hell out of me

And the music that theyre liking
Says nothing about the way
That i am disappearing
So ill keep it to myself

Though im mostly quiet
Ive got a lot to say
But nothing seems to please you
So ill keep it to myself

I dont want to be your let down
Im scared like hell im not enough
I dont to be your failure anymore

I dont want to be your let down
Im screaming loud without a sound
Have to find a way to
Be the best of me
Failure scares the hell out of me

If im not good enough for you
Am i not good enough for you?
Your expectations i cant live up to, no

I just want to be someone
To mean something to anyone
Ive got to hurry up to be someone

I am fading can you wake me up
So i can be, all those things that ive been dreaming of
Im the fall, this is the cutting of my wings
Oh youre killing my belief
To be myself
And if i cant make my own way i quit