Lyrics of Caught in the balance

What happened to me?
Oh it seems so long ago
The cuts runnin' deep to the scars still show
I live in the shadows
Where it's been so hard to grow
I'm still the servant in a nobleman's robes

You know my weakness girl, you know my kind
You helped me see when i was blind

It's a crime to live my life without you
Survive my years in darkness
Inside these walls i die without you
And when i close my eyes
I'm caught in the balance

Afraid of the hurricane
I hide in my domain
I need release from all this pain
Please don't forsake me
In these ruins of your home
I can't wait forever, don't leave me alone

I have a secret if you want to learn
I will surrender in return

It's a crime to live my life without you
Survive my years in darkness
Inside these walls i die without you
And when i close my eyes
I'm caught in the balance

You know my weakness girl, you know my kind
You helped me see when i was blind

It's a crime to live my life without you
Survive my years in darkness
Inside these walls i die without you
And when i close my eyes
I'm caught in the balance

It's a crime to live my life without you
Survive my years in darkness
Inside these walls i die without you
And when i close my eyes
I'm caught in the balance