Paroles de Breathin' to death

It's like i'm tired of life/ lord i'm wrong why i cant get right/ and when it's dark why i cant get light/ eh why it cant be light it's so heavy why my sin won't let me see the end/ come get me/ please come get me/ my thoughts my mind/ my ways all evil/ i'm sposed to be your people i'm sposed to see your sequel/ i said i'll never leave you/ but i'm so left i aint right lord i'm sleeping with death/man, i am cheating with death/ am i deaf its like i don't hear you/ i say that i'm a christian but it's like i don't fear you/ i'm on a selfish island and i am no where near you/ god i really need you even tho i don't appear to/ i'm drinking out a broken cistern that could never hold water and i'm gonna get burned/ tho i try i never satisfy or quench this yearn/ i hear you calling but it's like a fight for me to just turn/lord i deserve to burn

Hook: repeat 2x
Help me lord before there's no time left
I ain't living i'm just breathing to death (echo)
Your ways are perfect and they lead me to rest
Mine are evil and they lead me to death

I'm fellin' skitzophrenic / maybe i ain't saved cause i gotta get high just to block out all the pain/ seen death, seen hurt seen a whole lotta thangs/ instead of running from it i'm running away from change/ it's like i'm outside in the ice cold weather/the rains coming down and i keep getting wetter/ i know i'm getting sick and i could die any second/ but still i refuse to let your truths make me better/ i'd rather eat flies and maggots instead of bread/ and its killing me slow but i cant get it through my head/ you were stabbed you were murdered/ and for me is why you bled/ but i spit on your bloody face as if i never cared/ and lord how dare i compare my pain/ your father turned his back/ and you were left to hang/ i don't know why you did it that i cant explain/ how can you love this sinner whose desecrated your name/lord i deserve the flames

Hook: 2x

I know i tell lies/ i know i do dirt/ apart from you i'm nothing but you can give me worth/ i don't know if i know you/ but still i know i should/ i know the days are evil and only you are good/ i've come to this conclusion i would like to change cause all the worlds money and fame cannot sustain/ i know that i should turn but thats the hardest thang/ cause do i really feel that havin' jesus is my gain/ the world is so tempting/ satan is a beast/ he hypnotizes my eyes to say the least/ but jesus be my treasure to know you is live/ and i am here dying trying everything there is/ all i need here is you/ help me turn away from sin/ lord give me grace to turn away and the fear not to give in/ i know that i'm not perfect but if i could rest in him/ i know i don't deserve it but still i'll take your hand/lord let me take your hand

Hook: 2x