Paroles de Zzyzx rd.

I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
Falling asleep and i can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled in a u-shape
I put on my best but i'm still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time i saw the world
I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And i'm so tired that i gotta go

What am i suppose to hide now?
What am i suppose to do?
Did you really think i wouldn't see this through?
Tell me i should stick around for you
Tell me i could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and i gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But i'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and i don't know why

I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if i just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'cause i'm so tired that i gotta go

Where am i suppose to whine now?
What am i suppose to do?
You still don't think i'm going see this through
Tell me i'm a part of history
Tell me i can have it all
I'm still too tired to care and i gotta go

Still too tired to care, i gotta go
I'm still too tired to care, i gotta go
I'm still too tired to care and i gotta go
Still too tired to care and i gotta go
I'm still too tired to care and i gotta go