Paroles de How will i laugh tomorrow (heavy emotion version)

Here i sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help, no one's around
Silently screaming as i bang my head against the wall
Seems like no one cares at all

Always an emotion but how could i explain?
Kinda like the scent of a rose but you can't explain
The same with my pain, caught up in emotion, goes over my head
Sometimes i got to think to myself is this life or death
Am i living or am i dead?

The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And then i think about all the times that i've had
Some were good, most were bad

I search for personality, and i look for things i cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind, pain and hate is all i'd find
Find no hope in nothing new and i never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony through my eyes that's all i see

If i'm gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears?
And if i'm gonna die, lord, please take away my fear
Before i drown in sorrow, well, i just want to say
How will i laugh tomorrow, when i can't even smile today?

Today, today, today when i can't even smile today
Today, today, today when i can't even smile today
How will i laugh tomorrow, when i can't even smile today?
How will i laugh tomorrow, when i can't even smile today?

You think somethings funny?
Laugh at this

So when i look outside my room, i see the world but not the reason
What is done to me is not fair, you call it fate, i call it treason
But i know not what to do, gimme a sign, i'll take whatever
But if you want me, here i am, ain't gonna die forever

And i tried to hold you but you just turned away
And i tried to tell you but not a word i say
Cried out so loudly but you just covered your ears
I gave you all the signs but you ignored my tears

So if you want me, here i am, i sit here, waiting for your decision
But my body fights my mind and it is headed straight for a collision
So am i getting near or am i still looking in all the wrong places?
But the only thing that seems to change are the looks on the faces

Doesn't anyone? seems like no one cares at all

I search for personality, i look for things i cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind, pain and hate is all i'd find
Find no hope in nothing new and i never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony, through my eyes that's all i see

How will i laugh tomorrow?
How will i laugh tomorrow?
How will i laugh tomorrow?
How will i laugh tomorrow, when i can't even smile today?

Today, today, when i can't even smile today?
Today, today, when i can't even smile today?
How will i laugh tomorrow, when i can't even smile today?
How will i laugh tomorrow, when i can't even smile today?