Paroles de Sandy's song

And the last thing i'd recall
Her body standing on the stone
Sandy wiping her grey eyes
I was pleased and frightened
To see a grownup woman cry
She blamed her housemaid for her mind
But i think they all knew it had to happen - some time.

I had rushed home from school
To see my favourite show
And as it happened, it was deadly cold that day
And as i peeled my mittens frozen to my wrists with snow
I swore i heard a voice come from the living room
And say:
"oh...god
Oh...god
Oh...well..."

And when i peered into that room
My little abdomen took sick
Sandy hanging from the light
Her levis wrapped around her neck

It was a sight to see
Old sandy finally seeing me
And though she couldn't speak
I had a sinking feeling that she would have said:
"oh, darling....more mascara?"

She looked so peaceful in the air
The lightbulb shining in her hair
Her face was free
It frightened me
She looked happy
I guess she found a difference

And i thought about the joke
Where the man keeps up his rotting wife
She had maggots in her mouth
I wondered if i would sleep that night

And then the car drove up
And then the car drove up
And i remember sleeping
And i remember sleeping...

And they wrapped her up and drove away
And now i have this crazy fantasy...

What if sandy died in front of me?