Il testo della Amnesia

I can see myself tucked in and fast asleep
Looking all peaceful but in my dreams i weep
From far up i'm looking down upon myself
And i wonder who it is that's lying there

I feel like in a world all beside myself
Afraid i won't wake up with no one there to care

I know someone used to watch me in my sleep
But some things seem just impossible to keep
I fight hard to bring it back into my mind
But to no use, it all seems to be a blank

I wonder what it was that had me defined
But one thing i know, i have myself to thank

I feel like i have amnesia
But i know it's myself i've lost
I wonder what's happened so far
And what might have been the cost

I'm not sure i want to know
Any of the things i've done
I don't know yet where to go
But i'll accept my past is gone

I feel like i have amnesia
And i've missed the heavenly host
I'm surprised i've come this far
Living without what i need most

I don't think i can go back
To the things that were before
Though i'm now always wearing black
I don't bemoan my life of yore

I wake up and feel like i should be at home
But i do not know this, it's not where i belong
My head is dazed and my mind is all confused
And i'm not quite sure that i'm really there

But the mirror shows me looking out, bemused
Into a blank place that could be anywhere

I feel like i have been left out in the cold
And it hurts to know that this is all my fault
I leave this place to find familiar ground
But the whole world seems to have been rearranged

Now my former self is nowhere to be found
And i know that it's myself that's changed

I feel like i have amnesia
But i know it's myself i've lost
I wonder what's happened so far
And what might have been the cost

I'm not sure i want to know
Any of the things i've done
I don't know yet where to go
But i'll accept my past is gone

I feel like i have amnesia
And i've missed the heavenly host
I'm surprised i've come this far
Living without what i need most

I don't think i can go back
To the things that were before
Though i'm now always wearing black
I don't bemoan my life of yore

I feel like i have amnesia
I feel like i have amnesia