Lyrics of The scene that celebrates itself

I'm screaming, i'm shouting
I'm bleeding from my heart
I'm crying, i'm dying,
But she doesn't care
I'm sitting all alone
Gazing at your pics
I hate, but i love
Your face and your smell
I'm sitting and thinking
I'm cutting myself again

For a girl i cannot have
For a smile i cannot steal
Because of the one now i am

(come on)

I'm laying on the floor
I'm a loser 'cause i cannot wake
I'm a loser 'cause i cannot wake
Now you are so far from me
I'm sitting and thinking
I'm cutting myself again

For the one i had
For a smile that was mine
For the one who loved me...

Your ruthless voice
Is cutting my throat

My blood drips from my mouth

I just want to
Embrace you again

I can't live without you

But i guess you don't care