Lyrics of You are my shelter

I watch the sky and it's turning to grey
My emotions are like a storm deep inside me
I don't want to feel, but it's so fucking real
This shit is back again and it's killing me

I want to tell you, but i can not explain
In my words selfish, uncontrollable rage
I feel the fear, i feel the hate
And i feel i am going insane

Look at me, i hit the bottom
I'm out of my mind, i lose the control
Give me something, the pain is killing me
You are my shelter, you are my shelter

I'm going through changes, i don't understand
It came from nothing and now i feel it everywhere
I'm in secure, im going down
I feel so lonely in this deep and dark hole

Give me your hand, i need your help
Even if i hurt you, please try to forgive me
Now i'm not myself, now i'm someone else
Show me the way, i want to come back

Look at me, i hit the bottom
I'm out of my mind, i lose control
Give me something, the pain is killing me
You are my shelter, you are my shelter