Lyrics of I can barely say

I said i told you everything
But i left something out
Underneath the stairwell
And i'm under lock and key
But you can probably tell
A powder keg in a prison cell

I want to return
But all you would do is turn to leave
If i can find my way home
Will you take hold of me

I been gone so long
I can barely say
All i know is now i want to stay
Has it been too long
Since i went away
'cause i'm trying to find the words
But i can barely say

I used to be the son
Waiting silently
But they barely noticed me
And i been talking in my sleep
If anybody sees
They'll turn and they'll run from me

I want to return
But all you would do is turn to leave
If i can find my way home
Will you take hold of me

I been gone so long
I can barely say
All i know is now i want to stay
Has it been too long
Since i went away
'cause i'm trying to find the words
But i can barely say

I wanted to run
I wanted to love and be loved in return
But will i ever get back
Do i know too much to return

I been gone so long
I can barely say
Ali know is now i want to stay
Has it been too long
Since i went away
'cause i'm trying to find the words
But i can barely say