Lyrics of Deep inside

I'm not doin' great
I feel like i'm dead not thinkin' straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late

Deep inside
(it can hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime?
Stuck in this place where i can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won't it fade?
Outside i had to lie, i'm ok
I hope someday i'll stop getting pain
I guess this is the life i have made

Deep inside
(it can hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where i can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

What am i doing?
I can't believe this i have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they bringing drama to me

Look
Look at me now
(now)

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime?
Stuck in this place where i can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

I can't stand
All of this fuckin' pain
Please god just go away
Please god just make them pay