Lyrics of I haven't been me

Another sunny sunday morning finds me inside
The shadows and light pass through the empty hallway
I gave my best mahalia jackson but nobody cared
No round of applause acknowledging i was there

It's been a while since painting a smile
I welcome them in and sing it don't mean a thing
I haven't come clean, i haven't been me

I closed my eyes and tried to find the song, where did it go?
Somewhere below the cloud of cigarette smoke
But after all it's only time, i think i would begin from here
If once in the mirror, i felt there was someone there

It's been a while since painting a smile
I welcome them in and sing it don't mean a thing
I haven't come clean, i haven't been me