Lyrics of Tragician

I hate the things i do and all the shit i put you through.
It's tragic, i'm static.
I am the world's worst,
I am my own worst enemy,
And i hate me...
Most days, i can't believe i'm still here.
Most day's, i'm surprised.
You want a new lie/line/life,
I wanna do what's right by you,
But i can't seem to get my shit together,
Not ever, no matter, how hard i try.
I never seem to get it right.
I'm sick of having you depend on me
Because i'll let you down like i always do.
I am the world's worst,
I am my own worst...
It's crazy you stuck with me.
Most day's, i can't believe you're still here.
Most days, i heard you cry.
And through all the times we've had,
I never saw what you saw in me.
Through all the times we've tried,
I could never be what you needed of me but i wish,
I were.
I still remember how i made you feel,
Once upon a time.