Lyrics of Instead of a head

This is not my secret garden hiding in the space behind my wall.
This is not the house i think i grew up in, it looks nothing like it at all.
And when i shook you, man, demanding answers, well i guess you gave me some,
But you gave me none that i could use.
Not one that meant a thing to me.
Not one that matches up to my memory.

You are not my crooked sibling lying through your teeth to get away.
This might be that hole i dug, but that's not why i traveled all this way.
This looks like my vicious circle, though i've thought that many times before.
This is not the house i think i grew up in, it looks nothing like it all.
And when i shook you man, demanding answers, well i guess you gave me some,
But you gave me none that i could use.
Not one that meant a thing to me.
Not one that matches up to my memory.

Instead of a head, i grew a camera.
No need to toss and turn, stare all you want.
No, it's no big deal now.
I can never recall but i always remember.