Lyrics of Losing my brain

I cant seem to remember
And i cant seem to forget
I cant remember day to day
But my lifes not over yet
I aint got no time
And i aint got no will
I aint got much of anything
But i'm ready for my next big thrill

(chorus:)
And it feels like im losing control
When chaos has taken its toll
And im goin insane..........today
And im losin' my brain.....hurray

Now i dont wanna leave here
And i dont wanna stay
My brain keeps telling me one thing
But i go the other way
I need something i can believe in
I need me a bit of luck
Everybody wants to grow up but
I dont give a fuck