Lyrics of Feel so different

I thought that nothing would change me
I was not listening anymore
Still you continued to affect me

I was not thinking anymore
Although i said i still was
I'd said "i don't want any more"
Because of my bad experience

But now i feel so different
I feel so different
I feel so different

I have not seen freedom before
And i did not expect to
Don't let me forget now i'm here
Help me to help you to behold you

I started off with many friends
And we spent a long time talking
I thought they meant every word they said
But like everyone else they were stalling

And now they seem so different
They seem so different
They seem so different

I should have hatred for you
But i do not have any
And i have always loved you
Oh you have thought me plently

The whole time i'd never seen
All you had spread before me
The whole time i'd never seen
That all i'd need was inside me

Now i feel so different
I feel so different
I feel so different