Lyrics of 2 different tears

Gave me two different tears, after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So i hate you, so i love you
So i hate you, so i love you

I'm tryna figure out how to move on
With my life without you by my side
Waking up with teary eyes
I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now

So i think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard i try, i just can't figure out why
I keep thinking 'bout how sweet you used to be

Gave me two different tears, after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So i hate you but the love you gave me was so, so good
So i love you but the pain you gave me was so, so bad

I'm crying over you still, what does this mean?
Do i still want you back in my life?
After all these painful things you've done to me
Why is it so hard to realize?

So i think of all the pain, you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
But the harder that i fight, you come closer in my sight
And i'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh, no

Gave me two different tears, after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So i hate you but the love you gave me was so, so good
So i love you but the pain you gave me was so, so bad

Come here, boy
Why do i still feel this way
When i know there's nothing left to say?
Should you leave but i loved you in the first place
Wanna erase you without a trace

Try to tell myself that i need to hate you
With the pain that you put me through
But ah, that's the reason why i still miss you
No matter how hard i try

Gave me two different tears, after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So i hate you but the love you gave me was so, so good
So i love you but the pain you gave me was so, so bad

Gave me two different tears, after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So i hate you but the love you gave me was so, so good
So i love you but the pain you gave me was so, so bad