Lyrics of Fairfax scene

It's easy to hide behind a smile, behind an ugly grace
It's easy to talk behind the back, it's harder to the face
It's easy to drink than to think, it's all so easy then
It's easy to shy away from life, it's hard to be the man

Oh come on listen to me, i can't complain i got it easy
I've everything i thought i always wanted
Even though i'm keeping busy
There's something more that still escapes me
I had it then, but now it's gone away