Lyrics of Stwisted

I ain't gonna kill myself loving you
I ain't gonna break my own heart
I ain't gonna kill myself wanting you
When you don't seem to want any part of my love
And i know i'll be fine just as soon as i let go
Yes i know i'll be alright as soon as i let go
Get a strong case of weakness -- a rich worthless love
Tell you straight out that it's twisted
Crack flash of lightning struck from above
Knocked down a cow and i kissed ya
Oh, now, now i know i'll be fine just as soon as i let go
Yes i know i'll be alright as soon as i let go
But i keep holding on for a future
I keep waiting for something to change
I keep holding on for a future
I keep looking for something that i never see
I ain't gonna kill myself loving you
I ain't gonna die for a life together
I ain't gonna kill myself wanting you
When you don't seem to want me oh my days go by