Lyrics of Soul bender

I've got a painters eye
And a skilled musicians ears
And i'm silent - in 7 languages
And i've got all my family's fears...
What lives inside you?
Yeah, what stuffs your skin??
- someone elses memory..
How come i never hear what i wanna hear
How come i never see what i wanna see...
The choice is small if there's choice at all
But i'm holding on as if i'm going to fall
Now i know how it feels
- to be ragged and wild
-- whipped like a stepchild
Feel the soulbender
Fear's knocking at your skin
Feel the soulbender
Just to see if any soul is in..

Whether one want them to or not
So far between a while well spent
And the time spent keepin' up...
Make one devoted
And settle like a bird
Forgive and try not to hurt
Don't take your garbage
- anywhere but out..
Before the pup in your heart
- becomes a dog in your mind
And it's licking my brains...
Sucking reason out
It will be cooking my head
With the lid on tight
You know how it feels:
- 'till i'm ragged and wild
Whipped like a stepchild
Feel the soulbender - fear's knocking at your skin
Feel the soulbender - just to see if any soul is in..
Feel the soulbender - fear's knocking at your skin
Feel the soulbender - bend you - break you..

With empty eyes; blank, like two wet stones
In search for a home; in search for a soul
Handed down on the family network
Learning how it works... - to be a jerk..
Feel the soulbender...