Lyrics of Heartbreak for six seasons

This is for the record cause i've been
Holding back too long
A summer of abandoned words
Lost in the torn out pages
And the centerpiece of your own views
Is appropriate for the given heart
I can hardly see this through
It's too casual for me now
It's too casual for me now

Here's to another year of heartbreak from you
(this is the second spring of pain)
I'm always broken like this
Always broken like this
And these lonely nights are getting old
These faceless tears remain untold tonight
This is for the words you'll never find
(i want to tell you everything)
All the songs i never get to sing to you
I've had a million chances(a million chances) to tell you everything
Tell you everything

So, is it smart
To be avoiding you like this
Cause i don't want to fall in love again
And this is the worst time for you to be like this
(open wounds in the eyes rub them down
So i can never see you again)

Everyone's going to the "girl ask guy" dance
With their teenage romance
Except for me
And this is the worst time for you to be like this
(open wounds in the eyes rub them down
So i can never see you again)