Lyrics of Die die die

It turns out cigarettes can kill you
'cause when you didn't come back
Every time that i thought of you
I smoked a whole pack

I was up to about seventeen packs a day
I was refueling too
About every hour or so
I drank a bottle of white mule

I wasn't thinking about turquoise
I wasn't thinking about gold
I wasn't thinking about thinking
Or about getting old

Got to be so i didn't care
If i was leaving or loving
Oh, what i was
And what i was becoming

I don't want to in your arms
I just want to die
Don't want to die in you arms
I just want to die

And like a marionette doll
Oh, manned by a fool
I went into the chicken shed
Started looking for tools

Well i worked for a month
Build some sky and some clouds
And i built some myself some angels
With trumpets so loud

Well they played hallelujah
And i knew i was done
I walked through a golden gate with pearl inlays
Saw a never setting sun

Well i knew i was dead
I couldn't do no more harm
Well i built myself a heaven
Where you died in my arms

Well you died in my arms when i died
Well you died in my arms when i died
Well you died in my arms when i died
You died in my arms when i died