Lyrics of Drifting away

Today i nearly cried for lack of contours
No bounds, i’m not sure
No strands laying on my pillow
Today i sat alone in a crowd
And i sailed above them
Sincerity washed away
Since nothing is spoken out loud
I've been going off
I’ve been drifting away

I can feel my whole world
Shifting and becoming diluted
Today i fell apart
Don't know when to stop or to start
Nothing is as it should be
Cannot find what is me
Today i came loose at the seams
No nightmares, no dreams
Silence took me over
I don't understand what it means