Lyrics of October

October, i just found out i'm possessed
And it might not stop until i rest
Now i find it hard to sleep
To smile, to breathe, to weep

I hold your heavy heart in my hands
As we start to change all our plans
A world made again from scratch
Life is an empty canvas with a catch

October, i told them about the things i've seen
So they had to take a part of me
There's no home for our unborn child
Let's just pray this winter is mild

But i hear disapointment in your voice
So we fight as if i had any choice
Yet i know we'll end up at the start
And the promise that death will do us part

October, can't stand the thought i might lose this
Your eyes and our daugther's kiss
Or your anxious hand on my cheek
As you search for a sign i feel weak

And now, i think my head will burst
But i refuse to prepare for the worst
I refuse to let it choose the day
I refuse to let this spark of life just fade away